

Music - Songs for the Parts of You That Don’t Have Words Yet
I write music for the liminal spaces - the nights where you’re too aware to numb out, too awake to lie to yourself, and too stubborn to give up.
A lot of my work lives in essays and tools. These songs are where the same ideas go when they want to be felt instead of analyzed.
Scroll down, pick a song, and let your nervous system do the rest.
Featured Track
Everyone’s Just Scared
A confessional arc from cynicism to compassion - about the moment you realize that anger is usually just fear in a louder outfit. For the bullies, the bad bosses, and the ghosts, and the struggling kid inside all of them.
Patch Notes for Humans (Vol. 1)
A lyrical changelog for the human condition - songs about breaking patterns, remembering who you are, and learning how to stay kind to yourself while the world accelerates.
Think of it as release notes for your nervous system: bug fixes for self-loathing, performance improvements for self-compassion, and experimental features for cosmic gratitude.
1.Brain Gremlins Anonymous
playful, self-aware, warmly chaotic, reassuring
A support-group anthem for the anxious, overthinking, self-roasting brain. Part comedy, part group hug, all about making peace with the gremlins in your head instead of pretending they’re not there.
2.Patch Notes for Humans
warm, hopeful, meta-humorous, gently existential, uplifting
A changelog for the human condition - a warm, meta-humorous anthem about growth, glitches, emotional bug fixes, and the messy beauty of updating yourself one patch at a time.
3.Hey, We're Trying
gentle, self-deprecating, hopeful, cozy existential, bittersweet-funny
A soft, self-aware anthem for everyone stumbling through self-help, burnout, and ‘be your best self’ culture - turning missed alarms, messy attempts, and cosmic perspective into a brave, funny kind of hope.
4.Chaos But Make It Collaborative
chaotic-whimsical, upbeat, communal, warm, energetic, group-improv optimism
A joyful, chaotic anthem about turning collective mess into music. Life as a jam session, mistakes as riffs, and friendship as synchronized improvisation when the train’s on fire but the view is spectacular.
5.Under Construction (Hard Hats Required)
warm, intimate, tender, self-revealing, hopeful, soft-light emotional architecture
A soft, glowing anthem about rebuilding yourself in real time and inviting someone into the beautiful, unfinished mess. Vulnerability as architecture. Healing as home renovation. Safety as showing up unfinished.
6.Dear Gremlin (A Love Letter to My Inner Critic)
tender, introspective, healing, warm, gentle, emotionally intelligent, inner-child reconciliation
A soft, heart-opening letter to the inner critic-seeing the gremlin not as a villain, but as a frightened, loyal protector who never learned a better way to love you. A song about rewriting the script between you and the oldest voice you carry.
7.It's Okay If I Don't Know How (Yet)
gentle, reassuring, slow-bloom hopeful, contemplative, soft resilience
A soft, reassuring hymn for the in-between - giving permission to not have it all figured out yet, to move slowly, to keep walking without a finished map, and to treat ‘not knowing’ as part of becoming, not a failure.
8.The Downbeat is Beautiful
slow, spacious, contemplative, warm, gentle melancholy, luminous quiet
A soft, contemplative meditation on rest, stillness, and the beauty of the quiet moments that give life its rhythm. A reminder that the pauses, lows, and downbeats are as essential to the song of being human as the crescendos.
9.Proof of Life
tender, life-affirming, steady, quietly epic, hopeful in the dark
A quiet, defiant anthem for the days when simply waking up is an achievement. This song treats existence itself as a miracle, honoring breath, heartbeat, and survival as enough proof that you matter.
10.Breathing in the Big Bang
awe-struck, cosmic, sacred, expansive, contemplative, ecstatic quiet
A cosmic, breath-centered hymn that reframes existence as an ongoing conversation with the universe. A reminder that every inhale is starlight returning home - and that being alive is an ancient, sacred continuation of the first explosion.
11.Try Again Tomorrow
gentle, weary-hopeful, consoling, late-night resolve, soft resilience
A quiet, late-night promise to keep going-without heroics. This song reframes rest as bravery, ‘not quitting’ as simply trying again tomorrow, and being unfinished as a state that’s still completely lovable.
The Dreamer & The Dream
A concept album told from the perspective of the universe itself - the Sky, the Ocean, the Forest, War, Decay, and Fire each take the mic to deliver the lessons we forgot we already knew.
Nine tracks. Nine archetypes. One realization: every force you thought was outside of you was a reflection all along. This is the sound of consciousness remembering itself.
1.The Mirror of My Breath
ethereal, primordial, vast, aching, cosmic
The opening chapter of The Dreamer & The Dream - a primordial hymn sung from the perspective of the Creator before the universe began, exploring the idea that consciousness fractured itself just to learn what love could survive.
2.The Laughing Sky
warm, playful, reassuring, expansive, gently joyful
The lightest moment on the album - the Cosmos speaks not as a cold void, but as a playful protector, laughing not at your smallness but at the absurdity of you ever thinking you weren’t wanted here.
3.The Forest Remembers
grounded, ancient, tender, quietly powerful, intimate
The archetype of Nature and Memory takes the stage - a grounding force that reassures you that nothing real is ever truly lost, only transformed. Your identity isn’t fleeting; it’s growth rings, each one protecting the last.
4.The Tide That Returns
bittersweet, expansive, tender, aching, redemptive
An anthem sung from the perspective of the Ocean, reframing the pain of distance in love. Sometimes pulling away isn’t abandonment - it’s the only way to keep two people from dissolving into one.
5.The Line I Hold
heavy, resolute, militaristic, disciplined, aching
The archetype of War, but not as conquest - as boundaries. The moment the psyche stops abandoning itself and finally says ‘Enough.’ A heavy, militaristic anthem for everyone who was taught that keeping the peace is always a virtue.
6.Let It Go
somber, earthy, gentle, intimate, funereal, redemptive
The voice of Decay speaks - not as a villain, but as the most intimate force in nature. A lullaby for the end of things, reframing rot not as failure but as the dark that feeds the ground.
7.Light Finds Me Still
somber, ascending, golden, reverent, triumphant
A spiritual successor to epic, grounded scores - an anthem for the survivor. Built on the Japanese concept of Kintsugi, it tells the story of a broken god who mended the cracks with gold and discovered that healing isn’t going back. It’s becoming.
8.What I Become Next
aggressive, driving, volcanic, intentional, fierce
The most aggressive track on the album - Fire reframed from destruction into intention. A volcanic anthem about choosing who you’re going to be before you’re ready, because ‘waiting to be whole is just another cage.’
9.The Dreamer & The Dream
massive, revelatory, transcendent, thunderous, unifying
The title track and grand finale. After traveling through the perspectives of the Sky, Ocean, Forest, War, Decay, and Fire, the narrator asks the ultimate question - ‘Who was I talking to?’ - and the answer arrives like thunder: ‘It was all me.’
Beat Born Sage
Comedic conscious hip-hop from a hilariously chill, suspiciously wise character who stumbles into enlightenment sideways - part spiritual seeker, part glitchy monk, all groove.
Self-help for the chronically freed. Parental Advisory: Ridiculous Content.
1.Beat Born Sage
chaotic, euphoric, self-aware, absurdist, groovy, cosmically unserious
The title track and origin story of the Beat Born Sage - a hilariously chill, suspiciously wise character who stumbles into enlightenment sideways, argues with God about finances, and treats the groove as the only gospel that actually delivers.
2.This Was Not The Instruction
bewildered, buoyant, absurdist, warmly resigned, groovy
The sequel to Beat Born Sage - a track about doing every single self-improvement step correctly and still getting rerouted to 'Ambiguous Growth.' A hymn for everyone whose progress bar has jumped back two and whose enlightenment trial just expired.
Apocalypse Ballet
A journey through the wreckage of a digital world - hybrid orchestral meets cinematic bass in twelve instrumental tracks that progress from precise arrangements through chaotic destruction to eventual resolution.
The soundtrack to a world ending beautifully. Blends hybrid orchestral, melodic dubstep, and neoclassical into something that makes you want to cry and headbang simultaneously.
1.Echoes of the End
cinematic, devastating, atmospheric, immense, inevitable
What happens when an orchestra accepts its fate and walks into the digital void. A massive cinematic opener that sets the tone for the entire album - equal parts requiem and rave.
2.The Curtain Falls
dramatic, theatrical, brooding, resurgent
The dramatic second act. After seven years of creative silence - roughly the gestation period of an existential crisis - the curtain falls not as an ending, but as the prelude to something heavier.
3.Motion of the Lotion
mystical, intense, hypnotic, percussive, summoning-adjacent
A Middle-Eastern orchestral/EDM fusion track that accidentally summoned a sand-based deity. If your furniture starts vibrating or you feel compelled to start a cult, that's on you.
4.Clockwork Logic
mechanical, monolithic, precise, crushing, architectural
What happens when you try to build a simple cello melody but forget to carry the one and accidentally construct a brutalist skyscraper out of sound waves.
5.Blunt Force Lullaby
deceptive, tender-then-violent, surreal, heavy, contradictory
An attempt to write a nice, soothing song that remembered sleep is for the weak and decided to rattle your windows instead. Starts like a hug, ends like a wrestling move.
6.Waltz of the Weird
eerie, playful, off-kilter, spooky, danceable
The apocalypse needed a ballroom scene, but all the dancers had two left feet and were made of scrap metal. A waltz in 3/4 time that's as eerie as it is danceable.
7.Birds of Prey
predatory, soaring, violent, orchestral, relentless
Instructions unclear: tried to record a symphony, accidentally summoned a glitch demon from the fifth dimension. Left the recording running because the demon had pretty good rhythm.
8.Requiem for a Subwoofer
aggressive, irreverent, punishing, formally chaotic
What happens when you accidentally spill energy drink into a mixing console during an orchestral composition. A possessed conductor prioritizing bass over emotional resonance - tuxedo formality meets basketball shorts informality.
9.Chasing the First Light
hopeful, driving, longing, heroic, bruised
The sound of sprinting toward hope before you're entirely sure hope exists. The orchestra is still brushing rubble off its shoulders, the synths are pretending they're not traumatized, and the drums have committed to a hero's-journey montage you weren't prepared for.
10.Letting Go
cathartic, releasing, bittersweet, expansive, weightless
The exhale after nine tracks of holding your breath. A cathartic release that trades the album's characteristic weight for something approaching weightlessness - the moment where destruction stops and acceptance begins.
11.The Long Way Home
nostalgic, adventurous, bittersweet, epic, emotionally confused in the best way
Couldn't decide between a folk song and a dubstep banger, so this became neither - and somehow both. A confusingly emotional journey that makes you want to hug your friends and immediately headbang. Genre: Melodic Existentialism.
12.New Beginnings
hopeful, heavy, luminous, resolute, undeniably shiny
The album closer. For that moment when you finally decide to get your life together, right before you realize how much work that's actually going to take. Optimistic, heavy, and undeniably shiny.
Reborn
A sonic journey designed to feel like a flight across Planet Earth. Downtempo electronic meets neoclassical cello and ethereal female vocalese in six tracks that move from sky to ocean to city lights.
Close your eyes. Put on headphones. Let the altitude do the rest.
1.Reborn
soaring, cinematic, vast, meditative, weightless
The opening chapter - a sonic journey designed to feel like a flight across Planet Earth. Neoclassical cello meets downtempo electronics in a track that lifts you off the ground before you realize you've left it.
2.Vast
expansive, golden, open, longing, serene
Inspired by a drive through the endless horizons of Saskatchewan - that moment when you crest a hill at sunset and the landscape stretches so far it forgets to end. Solo cello meets cinematic electronics in an ode to open space.
3.Pillars
grounded, towering, reverent, structural, epic
The structural spine of the album - exploring the connection between the ground and the sky. Where 'Vast' moved horizontally across the landscape, 'Pillars' looks up, tracing the vertical line from earth to atmosphere.
4.Weightless
submerged, floating, luminous, intimate, oceanic
After soaring across landscapes and looking up at the sky, the album descends. The piano feels submerged, like listening to music from the bottom of the ocean, while vocal chops drift like light breaking through the surface.
5.Better Together
warm, uplifting, communal, building, celebratory
The human chapter. After four tracks of landscapes, oceans, and sky, the album finally looks at people. Acoustic guitars and driving percussion build from intimate beginnings into a full celebration of connection and resilience.
6.Phoenix
melancholic, hopeful, nocturnal, deep, ascending
A soundtrack for the quiet hours. The space between melancholy and hope, blending atmospheric textures with deep basslines and ethereal vocal chops. The feeling of a late-night drive where city lights blur into streaks of color.
Singles
1.Breaking the Pattern
cathartic, resolute, emotionally raw, quietly triumphant
A cathartic anthem about outgrowing the identity you built just to survive - and finally choosing to live, not perform. Equal parts confession, resilience, and rebirth.
Everyone’s Just Scared
confessional, evolving, tender, raw, quietly hopeful
A confessional arc from cynicism to compassion - about the moment you realize that anger is usually just fear in a louder outfit. For the bullies, the bad bosses, and the ghosts, and the struggling kid inside all of them.
Built Like Rivers
gritty, anthemic, defiant, soulful, liberating
An anthem for the ones who refuse to stay contained. About accepting your nature even when the world tells you to be quiet - because a river never asks permission. It just remembers what it’s drawn toward.
How We Hurt Each Other
vulnerable, clinical, devastating, intimate, unsentimental
Not a song about villains - a song about mechanisms. For anyone who has turned to stone while their partner’s volume went up. A devastating, clinically honest exploration of how two nervous systems in love can destroy each other without meaning to.
Read Every Room But My Own
self-lacerating, witty, confessional, unflinching, ultimately hopeful
About the gap between knowing and doing. Between talking about courage and actually practicing it. A self-lacerating, wickedly honest anthem for every smart person who has ever used insight as a substitute for intimacy.
The Voltage in the Vein
electric, triumphant, relentless, unapologetic, kinetic
Look, not every song needs to be a dissertation. Sometimes you just need sound waves that go boom and dopamine that goes ding. This is that song. Pure voltage. No apologies.
Static of Gods
heavy, industrial, transcendent, sacrilegious, cathartic
About the moment you outgrow borrowed meaning. When the gods, ideals, and past versions of yourself stop transmitting truth and start transmitting noise. Not a rejection of faith, but a demand for honesty - and the refusal to outsource your agency to a sky that has gone silent.